Wednesday, December 23

A letter to Ms. Q

23 December 2015
Dear Ms. Q,

Hello Ms. Q, how are you? We are at the verge of ending another fantastic year, 2015. I’m positive that 2015 have been treating you good and mercifully. Same goes to me. That is one of the many reasons why I decided to write this letter to you.

Through this letter, I would like to share the joy and happiness sent to me in many forms in 2015. Showers of blessings were endless, abundance have been flowing continuously, many unexpected good news and most importantly God have been giving me the strength to move forward, despites of emotional roller coaster. 

I found my Father in 2015, talked to him while I’m holding His hand, sitting next to his feet while looking at His face. I can’t even describe the feeling that I had when I looked into His face, the moment was full of deliverance, lightness and surrendering. I could feel His mighty hands and the flow of power, unselfish force flowing through it. The air was so pure and fresh, there was a creek flowing next to us with sparkling water as if it made of thousands of tiny diamonds. He was wearing a bright white garment, smiling at me once while observing at far distance over the field – a sign of guarding and unconditional readiness and love, in case someone is calling for help.

That encounters was so amazing that I could feel my mind gradually lighter and my heart fully of surrendering. All that I need to do now is to keep myself synchronize and constantly in faith. The prayer below is for you and me. (Credit to: Unknown)

From The Light of God that I Am
From The Love of God that I Am
From The Power of God that I Am
From The Heart of God that I Am
I Decree-
I dwell in the midst of Infinite Abundance.
The Abundance of God is My Infinite Source.
The River of Life never stops flowing.
It flows through me into lavish expression.
Good comes to us through unexpected avenues and God works in a myriad of ways to bless me.
I now open my minds to receive my good.
Nothing is too good to be true.
Nothing is too wonderful to have happen.
With God as my Source, Nothing amazes me.
I’m not burdened by thoughts of past or future.
One is gone. The other is yet to come.
By the power of my belief, coupled with my purposeful fearless actions and my deep rapport with God, my future is created and my abundance made manifest.
I ask and accept that I am lifted in this and every moment into Higher Truth.
My minds are quiet.
From this day forward, I give freely and fearlessly into life and life gives back to me with magnificent increase. Blessings come in expected and unexpected ways.
God provides for me in wondrous ways for the work that I do.
I AM indeed grateful.

That’s all for now, I hope you would write me back and tell me your stories. Thank you so much for being such a loyal friend, I treasure every moment when had and you need to know that you are special in every way.

God Bless!

Hugs and kisses, 

Saturday, June 7

Sleeping Day!!

It's Saturday..Supposedly I should go to church today, but I'm so tired and I couldn't even drag myself to get ready this morning, so I continue sleeping until 12 noon...I am really tired lately, I think this is due to changes in my daily routine, that is, I have to wake up at 4.30 am everyday to get ready to my new work place, compare to previously, I woke up at 7.30 am.

Actually I just got a new job, which is quite far from my house, it takes about 40 minutes driving to reach my new office, If I don't leave my house early in the morning, like 6 am, I would be stuck in a dreadful gridlock at least for a couple of hours, and I don't want that happen to me, that's why I have to start my day very early in the morning.

What am I going to do today?..hmm..after having my take away lunch later, I plan to ready a few  articles online, I didn't go to Church today so I think I better read something that can uplift my faith..I always believe in God in whatever I do, even though most of the time, I failed to obey weaknesses.

I heard in the radio yesterday that a flight ticket to Australia is only RM99!! It's really a bargain. I told my boyfriend about this, but he just made no response at all, maybe he's just wanted to change the topic because he knows where the conversation going into if we continue talking about it..oh I wish I can go somewhere for a holiday!!

"“It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect it’s successful outcome.”
–William James

Tuesday, August 20

Today Marks a Personal History

Fried my first 'cekodok pisang' today. Taste good and preparation was really without any measurement. Everything was dumped into the mixing bowl then deep fried onto hot oil.

My first ever 'cekodok pisang' 
In hindsight, I always buy these from stalls by the road, where hygiene is always a concern.

While frying this, my mind was talking to me..."YOU see it's very easy and even cleanliness is guaranteed"... And I was replying my mind, " Yes, you are right, next time I should just cook myself..ok ok I'll stop buying". Then while me enjoying my cekodok, my mind again talking to me.."YOU see it's taste good and FRESH"..and I was like replying.." ya come I never want to cook this...ya ya I know, I'm LAZY!. Then..ok ok ..stop talking I want to take a picture of these to put on istagram and my blog! :)

I'm already planning for frying these again tomorrow.

Saturday, June 15

Monies (By: Nonong)

Money money money
Wishing, hoping , praying
You always and every time
At reach, by my side,
Today, tomorrow and infinity
Options are everywhere
Like the sands at shore
Yet all are, seemingly are
Controlled, manipulated
By a single noun
Spelled your name.

Part of the bottomless list
Some effortlessly, ungrateful
Your best friend
Some striving hard, grateful
To become your acquaintance

Was told by your loyal friends
If I need you
I could just call and seek
And now I'm calling and seeking
Please come and be my best friend
Don't you ever go away again
Cause the pain is unbearable


Wednesday, June 12

Consciously Overwhelmed

Took a day off from work today with a sole reason of wanting to organize and reorganize things that need to complete before flying to London on 12 July. Glued to my working desk from 10am until 6.30pm, however so my progress was not going anywhere satisfying. I couldn't make myself focus neither productive enough to get things moving. While doing one then out of nowhere consciously I would start another just because I had a thought of it while doing the previous. Was consciously overwhelming myself, hence I was moving neither there nor here. What a wasted day today, I might as well hadn't taken a day off and  have my pending office work done once and for all.

Lots of things need to be done within these few weeks, to name some; to start office renovation, training posters in Bahasa, marketing plan for July & August, to kick start  my book outline (as planned), traveling itinerary, preparation for 2 training early July, etc. While writing the list, it feels I'm spreading myself too thin. I'm badly in need of extra hand and brain...but where and how.

Let me try whether the important versus urgent matrix will work well on me tomorrow.

My New Office : Before Renovation

A glimpse of my new office before renovation. Planned to complete renovating by middle July and start to move in by end July. The condition is not too bad,  which I think I only need minor work to uplift the overall appearance.

Am excited for this new adventure of becoming a full time entrepreneur.

Training Room 1
This room can accommodate around 6 -8 participants at one time on theatre seating arrangement.  
Training Room 1
Hall Way
Ladies Washroom
 In need of cleaning
Men's Washroom
In need of cleaning and lighting work
Guess who's in the mirror?
Staff Area
Spacious enough for  2 cubicles.
Staff Area :- That guy is from the management (which I'm renting from)

Store Room
Perhaps I'll be seating in this room
Training Room 2
Spacious enough to accommodate 5 participants on theatre seating arrangement.
Facing Sprint Highway
Wishing me best of luck in my new endeavour.